Lizzy sucks at posting.

      Maybe that's because she has plans, and I sit around listening to music and eating ice cream. Yup that's it. I hate boys. I hate people. So I mentioned the guy I like alot, Well now he's avoiding me. I've confronted him about it. Like I've seen him glancing at me in the hallway but he denies avoiding me. Just tell me the truth. Gosh. I mean he's my best friend and I just miss hanging out with him, you know? This other guy, who is 17 likes me and cares about me alot. I know because he told Liz and Liz showed me the text, but I just don't like this guy like that you know? Like I really do care about him but not in the way he wants me to. My best friend/crush, his name is Caleb, and my FRIEND who has other feelings, his name is Nick. But it's like when I’m with Caleb I can be myself, I’m free from others plans for me, he paints his skies his own kind of blue, he opens my eyes and helps me to realize what I want in life, I miss our friendship. When I’m not with him, his laugh fills my ears his smile can make a rainy day sunny. In a crowd of people I always search for him, I know how he walks, how he laugh, and if he's there, I can even pick him out of a crowd of a million people. I fell hard for him 4 months ago; legend says that I’m in love. I've seen him in the hallway staring right at me. One time when I confronted him, he said he was sorry if he ever hurt me, he should be sorry I mean, he's tearing my world apart, can't he see what he's doing to me? He's killing me for goodness sakes. He hasn't talked to me in almost a month. One day this guy was being a total jerk to me and class ended and we had been in the library working, so I stormed out and into the hallway in tears about what the jerk had said to me, and there was Caleb leaning on the wall his eyes closed. He looked over at me and I could see he knew that something was wrong, he straightened up to come over to me, but the teacher made him come in, we sat there staring at each other for a minute as the tears ran down my cheeks and life went on around me. All I wanted to do was go to him, be in a separate room with him and just cry, cry about the bully's, cry about "my daddy dearest." I wanted him to hug me while I wept. But we all know that won't ever happen. 

   Why does stuff like this happen? Why can't I just get up the nerve to tell him how I feel? Oh wait I did. He said sorry. He's not sorry. He never was. But yet when I need somebody to talk to I always run to him. I thought I knew him like the back of my hand, I've been giving out chances but all he does is let me down. Should I just give up?

*Kisses*

~Ronan

I can't wait to turn 16.

    I am so excited for our birthday, which just so happens to be on March 13 =) Most people want to go to parties and get drunk or get laid maybe even smoke some weed, No. I want to be able to drive a few blocks away to McDonald's and get a big mac and a McFlurry, fries would be good to. I am also not like ordinary people. But who knows what Liz over here would do ;) she's the normal one in the family and she DOES enjoy to party. Not irresponsibly! I wouldn't drink or BA FREAKING LONEY! I have seen you drink before, you can't lie to me babe. I have never drank before! Back to MY post, she's lying. so I would prefer if March 13 could come around so I CAN GET FREAKING ICE CREAM. THAT'S ALL I WANT. ICE CREAM. 

   Now in comment to Lizzy's last post, you would also have to serve Ice cream in you're van because a world without ice cream might make me commit suicide. Liz is fighting for the keyboard but im being mean :) love ya *kisses* 

~Ronan 

   

The perfect strategy for the apocalypse

During the first few days of impending doom, you're most likely to be in a panic to find nutritious foods and other useful supplies like first aid and water purification. But one thing most people are sure to overlook in the scramble is the sweet, delicious sugar.

"The apocalypse is no time for frivolous things like that!" Well you may have your point, think about it: it's perfect for reducing stress and you're sure to have plenty of that. But it is also addictive and wonderful tasting. Everyone is going to be stressed out and thinking, "I could KILL for a candy bar." That's your signal to roll up in your armored van an say, "I have candy."

No, you're not trying to kidnap them. But since everyone is in desperation for a taste of sugary goodness, you can hike up your prices for your chocolate and cookies and even just bags of pure baking sugar. After they give you much needed ammunition and gasoline and blankets, you can give them a few Hershey's bars and be on your way. And you can even keep plenty for yourself.

In the beginning, no one is going to take you seriously. But the longer you wait to trade your confections, the greater thirst for them, and the greater the rewards.

I must be a genius.

-Lizzy

I'm feeling bored again

My sister... she's something, isn't she? What a cover up.

...and I'm bored. My school science fair is happening soon, so I suppose that I can look forward to that. But other than that, I don't have much to do besides watching anime and going on Tumblr. So I just kind of wandered on here, and since I know no one is going to read this, I can ramble. IIIIIIMMMMM HEEEEERRREEE! Great.  And it wasn't a cover up, Alex actually (turns out) is moving tomorrow :( we did kiss once though. Now my sister Liz over here ;) went to a little party and had a little fun with a super hot senior. nothing TOOOO rowdy happened,I just walked in on a make out session that would have made Toby happy. Now Toby was getting it on with a blond beach babe who was a freshman with our brother. Now it was a one night stand like always but I walked into the room trying to find Liz (which I discovered drunk in the next room over with Mr.McHottyPants) THAT. NEVER. HAPPENED. Ronan, I can't believe you! How can you be so immature?! I am much more responsible than that! Darling, dear. They spiked your drink MAJORLY. so of course you wouldn't remember ANY of it. No, I don't do things like that. And anyways, I was TRICKED into going to that party! I was told that I was just going to be hanging out with a couple of their buddies.Fine i was over exaggerating just a bit. But me and Liz walked into the room and heard many noises so we laughed and out pops Toby's head from under the covers, needless to say, our mom doesn't know and we will forever embarrass him I mean he's only 14 and doing that is gross, even for our age. I forgive you. Anyhow, yes, what he was doing is disgusting. It's illegal, it's gross, it's irresponsible and dangerous... but I suppose that there's not much that we can do about it. I SAY WE LOCK HIM IN HIS ROOM AND GROUND HIS FAT BUTT. Well sooner or later he will forget protection and i'll be an Aunt :) Love Ronan and Liz (kisses!)

Friends

Alex is moving to Florida in a few weeks. But its fine, we were never dating, sure we liked each other a little bit but we were pranking Liz who is not so happy about it! We were just messing around. He is still drinking but is seeking help and has quite drugs! YAY! now here comes the drama. I really like this one guy, who just so happens to be my best friend. Heres what i like about him;

1. He's a inch taller than me
2. he's my best friend
3. he's sweet
4. he's not a wimp 
5. he's caring
6. I can tell him anything
7. He's funny
8. He's drop dead gorgeous!
9. he's understanding
10. He's adorable 

Liz will not be happy about this, because you may think, oh its her best guy friend that should be easy! wrong. I only have guy friends, So, sorry Liz!!! I have to go!! love you guys!!!!

~Ronan :)

I'm shaking a little

I feel like I've been dunked in cold water.

I don't want to say I'm upset, but simply shocked is an understatement.

I swore to myself I wouldn't have a crush again. And NOT because of what Ronan said! I don't hold such silly grudges for so long; I was eleven and now I'm almost sixteen! Sure, I still hate Marisol and Arthur and Dixie, but that's not the point! He liked someone else, and I couldn't have done anything about that. The reason I hate crushing is that I get so flustered and awkward and it never lasts long and it's just more embarrassment and mess than I need! So I told myself, "No more crushes."

And oh, did I try so, so hard. I tried so hard not to have a crush. I'm such good friends with them, I'm always texting them, I do things for them... I couldn't help it... I just couldn't. I denied it with everything but I still knew that I liked them deep down. And I absolutely hated myself for it.

So I wanted to know if I had a chance, any chance at all. Since I'm such good friends with them, of course I have access to some better kept information, right? So I asked them who their crush is... yeah, the truth bites.

I just need to compose myself. Keep telling myself that I never liked them in the first place, keep telling myself all the reasons that I couldn't have, it was all just an illusion of the mind. A strong friendship, that's it.

But it's hard.

~Lizzy

Boys and more drama

Liz does not approve of Alex, OBVIOUSLY. And him and our brother have been friends for a long time, they could have been talking about anything when Liz heard them "mumbling"She is just freaking out, I wish she could just accept my decision. She may not like him but at least try to, im not "in love" with him, I just like him alot. It's not like we are going to get married or anything, but I feel like if I don't help him, who will? I have the chance to help him and i can, he needs me. He may still be drinking but he's taken a drug test before, he's clean. sure he may have drank a little bit before dinner but he wasn't drunk. He's a good guy sober, and he's really sweet. Liz is still held up on some things that happened to her awhile ago. Want me to explain i'm guessing? so her and Alex used to be friends a long time ago like when we were 11, he came to the beach with us, and Liz had a huge crush on him. He started hanging out with this one girl named Victoria well Liz was being the freak she is and happened to drag me along to spy on them, Victoria kissed Alex then ran away Alex smiled because it just so happened to be his first kiss but Liz was upset. Victoria never came back over but it's not like Alex cared, he's a guy. Liz has called him a player with no heart ever since. She is so lost in the memory of Alex hurting her that she can't even try to remember the old Alex. I just hope Liz will come around. She can hold a grudge so easily, but so can I just as much as her, but I don't have any reason to. Some people say i'm easy going, but i'm not. I try to look strong so much and people don't realize how much i'm breaking on the inside. You don't know how many times Iv'e come home and just broke down in Liz's arms crying because no matter how many sarcastic comments i make to the bullies they don't go away, they don't leave you alone. Well I have to go love you my little freaks!

Love,
Ronan