Why?

      Why does Caleb have to be so dang amazing? His face is perfect. I have enrichment with him which is like zero period, and he sits a row across from me so I get to see a side profile of his face everyday. Sometimes he turns and looks at me and I look away before we just sit there staring at each other for seconds to long which is what always happens. Nick is confused now. He thinks he likes me because he's trying to get over this one girl that he has liked for a long time. I don't care I just hope he figures out what he wants. 

       Gosh sometimes I hate weekends. I end up missing Caleb in the worse way. All I wanna do is be in his presence. I'm not one of those girls whom wants to "sleep with him" all I honestly wanna do with him is curl up and watch a movie together. Maybe fall asleep but not in the way where its sex, just where we're together ya know? Ugh. This brat Stacy, whom is a little rich girl, well it was her birthday and guess who parked the slut on wheels bus outside our school? yup Stacy. she literally had a party bus WITH strip poles and kept posting videos on snap chat of her and her friends twerking on the poles in their little booty shorts that barely covered their butts. When did america fill with little rich brats who only care about themselves. Help me. I'm surrounded by idiots.

*kisses*

~Ronan